Today marks day 7, and my first day off in what seems like ages! I came to Disney knowing things would be rough, i would have to work long ours, and indeed bring sexy back in some sort of costume, and that there would be humidity, and "weird smell". I hoped i would have great roommates and a great time. IT TURNS OUT, I was right about the hard work :) I have been going from the second i got off the plane. signing my life away in paperwork, information being thrown at me, and then is there any other way then to be thrown into work. I have hit some rough patches along the way, moments when i think i made the worst decision EVER. Moments when i want to sit down and cry.
Then i consider this: everything has gone smoothly, i can't remember a time when something in my life went smoothly. I know with out a doubt that i am where i need to be, I have such a strong testimony of priesthood blessing, and i am so grateful my grandpa thought to give me one.
I am not sure what i am supposed to learn here in Florida, but i am here, and with a good attitude to work.
OH i am a park greeter for Hollywood Studios, while its not glamourous, or well exciting.....i am glad to be me, i am glad that I love life, that i can make each day filled with magical moments for me. I have seen so many different shapes and sizes, and temperaments of people (and a whole lot of Brazilians!!!!)
Also, i am thankful, for my life especially the rough bits, because now i am surrounded by my peers, who have never been away form home, how DON"T know how to cook, or budget, or CLEAN. I am proud because i came across the country, and i am supporting myself, in ways they are not. I may be just eating PB&J, but i did it on my own. I may not have as much stuff, but everything i have i have earned, it wasn't given to me, i earned it. and for that i am proud to be me.
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