Pet peeve time! So I hate when people use their past as an excuse why they can't do something. I don't care, you can! You can make the choice, you can leave the situation, you can move on, you can do anything you truly put your mind to. Believe me I know what having a shitty past means, True it never leaves you but you don't have to put in you pocket, and pull it out all the time. Put it in a nice little box, and label it as what ever you want, things to change, mistakes not to make, be the chain breaker. every past is different.
I do understand pain, I understand there is that day. I have nearly 21 years of experience on the matter, It took me such a long time to get to this point.
on a more positive note, I am so content right now, I have a great not real date last night with my wonderful friend Fred<3 his boyfriend was working so we spent the day together. We went swimming, and watched AVENGERS, and ate dinner at Downtown Disney, and watched wishes. There is something so intoxicating about the feel of Disney down here. I love it, I can spend the rest of my life coming here.
and what it all comes down to. is that no ones really got it figured out just yet
and everything is going to be quite alright.
So I have been in Florida for some time now, and I am have noticed a few things about people. when I introduce my self, "have a magical day, where you folks visiting from," "insert random place i have no idea where is" "awesome, I am from Idaho." "oh where they make potatoes" " me yea -.-"
99% of the time i get some sort of potato reference. I don't think i have even SEEN a potato field.
I love it when...
when people complain about the "crazy wind"- never been to Idaho have you??
when people give me weird looks for always having a jacket. - the sun goes down the heat goes off in Idaho
I explain that you can use the heater and ac in one day, and they don't believe me
people don't understand, why i don't believe the weather reports, because at home it could be sunny then a snow day
CONSTRUCTION: you have no idea. Welcome to Idaho: under construction
And last but not least Yes, BSU has a blue field.
I have to explain road etiquette, and how we actually use it in Idaho
As much as I don't want to go home, I miss Idaho. People are so polite, Idaho has this wonderful charm. Its beautiful, and the water doesn't smell funny :)
