I am proud to be an American

I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America, and to the republic for which it stands, one nation under God, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all.

NO profound thought here, just that i was driving home and thinking about all the soldiers that are away, doing what they are doing. I am very grateful.

The Key to change is to let GO

I've been telling my dreams to the scarecrow 

About the places that I'd like to see

I say, "friend do you think I'll ever get there?"

Oh, but he just stands there smilin' back at me

Today marks 20 0n my count down to Disney! Oh boy it is getting so close. I have my flight, hotel, and luggage ordered! I had a very merry Christmas this year. I think on of my favorite gifts was the Ariel doll i received. Though this in its oddness was my Mom's unique way of supporting my decision. MY mom and I don't always see eye to eye. I think this is the best time as any. To let the cyber world know i love and appreciate my mother. Given our interesting situation now, and my hurt feelings. I still love her very much.

But how do you wait for heaven?

And who has that much time?

And how do you keep your feet on the ground

When you know that you were born,

You were born to fly

Here is the sitch!

So this is how it boils down :)

I 

Love

 Life

I love that I have the worlds most wonderful job filled with the worlds sweetest kids. How with out a doubt  steal my heart everyday. That and i get the greatest opportunity to jump out of my comfort zone and say i don't know move across the country!

Yesterday i found out who my roommate is!!! She is real swell, i think we  are going to get along just grand!

Her name is Olivia but goes my Livvy. I think we will get along just fine :)

She is From Ohio, and goes to Miami University hahah in OHIO!!! not to mention i found out she currently works for my favorite store in the whole world........Yes Terra it is FATE!
I am currently at day 25 in my count down! SO much more to come. I may see my best friend in the whole wide world so my fat night of Thai food and t.v. may of switched!!!! never been so excited!

Confessions of a Broken Heart

So this week has been such a rough week for this girl. I had a mental break down at work on Monday.  I don't know what set me off but, I guess i never really know. I was just thinking about what I have lost because of other peoples choices. Mainly of my parents. As my heart was breaking, i turned to those that have always stood by me. Their words remind me that I AM SO BLESSED.

But for now I am missing what used to be.

I used to have a Dad, but then he didn't want anything to do with me

then

I let another Man, fill the hole in my heart and he hurt me to my soul

then the  

unexpected thing happen, she wasn't in my corner anymore 

and that 

in its self shattered what was left of my heat.

and for now

 I smile and start rebuilding what is left.