ponderings

I am the Hero of this story. I don't need to be saved.

Love my JOb

So here I am sitting thinking about my day at work. I love everything about my Job, the kids i work with, seeing what they are truly capable for. They make my rainy days so much better every day. They realy make each day a TRUE DANCE PARTY!

They found my "replacement" yesterday, I thought it was going to come from inside the club, but I realized I am going to have a hard time letting go of my job, Its my baby <3  But i know i am going where i need to be for the time being.

just for fun.....so excited for the hunger Games

Working for the man.....err....the mouse

So today marks day 56 till I am living in Florida, and working at DisneyWorld. I have not been on this lovely blog for a long time, mostly because of ethics, what and how much do you pour into the worldwide Web? I decided that the smallest amount is the best. But my excitement of DISNEY!!!! is just pouring out of me.

So basically what I am going to do is Main Entrance stuff, until i get there i don't know much of anything :) but I want to audition when I get there to be a face character...aka The littler Mermaid :)

Crack that Whip

So been feeling a bit down the last few days wondering what I am doing with my life. I work hard for everything, and in one week my car gets totaled, Computer dies, phone breaks, and ipod goes MIA. Not to mention I have no idea how to plan camps based on skills that I lack.

SO. this is me letting the world know that I am still here and I haven't given up....Things are things, they can come and go :) I know live on my own with the greatest girls <3

Easter

Every year I get so excited for Easter :) I love Easter Sunday, my whole family goes to church....about the only time I can get them all there at one time. I love the dying of eggs, although it make no logic to me, I love that we always go to Grandmas :) I love that we get a special time to remeber the Savior.

Although this Easter was a wee bit differnt :)

I was in a car accident, that thankfully not on was majorly hurt. But i slept through Easter :) so I missed all of the above.

Life sucks :) more correctly sucky things in life happen, we all know I have had my share, but looking back I wouldn't change a second of it.

As for my Uncle, things still looks dreary...but my aunt said this "we are looking for inches not miles" I think  i am so very blessed. I can't imagine my life anyother way. <3

Little Late Night ....studying?

So I am studying for my sociology exam on Monday, and I have some thoughts about Social stratification.

This whole idea that your poor becuase you don't work hard enough? How is that even a legit enough to put in a text book. I can understand abusing the wealfare system (gah which irritages me ) but what do you tell the little girl whose mom work two jobs, and had to stop going to school to provide for her kids? What do you tell that little girl who wants a new pair of shoes....oh sorry your mom isn't working hard enough for you.

In the United States 37 million people are "cassified" as poor. "working poor"

So my Question is what is "The American Dream" is this idea of upward climb is social mobility. Ever raising the living standards for our children and our childrens children?

What is your dream?

There is this phycological idea behind being poor aswell, "poor people" are resigned to their situation thus not worried about gaining social mobility.

I find this all rediculous.....sure i know, I am not going to be Bill Gates one day, I am going to be a Social Worker....who will spend the rest of her life living pay check to pay check. I grew up way below that invisible "poverty line" i have never once concidered myself poor. I am making something out of my life, One day I will graduate from college, be the first one in my family to come out with a DEGREE, Once upon a time I will hopefuly get married..who knows..all I know is that we have an issue. The rich get richer and the poor get more poor. Which has been the story for a long time. Its this awkward prejudice against eachother. "the rich are selfish and they didn't earn their money....daddy gave it too them:" yayayda
"the poor just don't work hard enough"

I don't sugest i know the answer, but I do know is that if everyone were to help out someone when they needed help.....and i am not talking money/cash/loans...its the helping someone pull their weeds, letting someone who only has one item go ahead of you. LISTENING to people, be apart of peoples lives. Then we become a whole. Its not a Jesus thing its a HUMAN THING.

Ranting and ravings of a POOR college student :)

I will be there throught it all

So, eventful day today :)

Try to shorten it...

5k ..... amazing .... i am constantly amazed about the kindness of others.
Dear Katie Ann being beautiful and helpful locked my car door whilst my keys were in side, thought we might have to break sally's window....but she and I were saved my grizzly inked heros :)

Family <3 gotta love them

Uggg....little fact...Keshia is a nerd :) yea and she is highly introverted....and HATES dates.....uggg...i books, and quiet :( well no pain no gain? aye?