The Key to change is to let GO

I've been telling my dreams to the scarecrow 

About the places that I'd like to see

I say, "friend do you think I'll ever get there?"

Oh, but he just stands there smilin' back at me

Today marks 20 0n my count down to Disney! Oh boy it is getting so close. I have my flight, hotel, and luggage ordered! I had a very merry Christmas this year. I think on of my favorite gifts was the Ariel doll i received. Though this in its oddness was my Mom's unique way of supporting my decision. MY mom and I don't always see eye to eye. I think this is the best time as any. To let the cyber world know i love and appreciate my mother. Given our interesting situation now, and my hurt feelings. I still love her very much.

But how do you wait for heaven?

And who has that much time?

And how do you keep your feet on the ground

When you know that you were born,

You were born to fly

Here is the sitch!

So this is how it boils down :)

I 

Love

 Life

I love that I have the worlds most wonderful job filled with the worlds sweetest kids. How with out a doubt  steal my heart everyday. That and i get the greatest opportunity to jump out of my comfort zone and say i don't know move across the country!

Yesterday i found out who my roommate is!!! She is real swell, i think we  are going to get along just grand!

Her name is Olivia but goes my Livvy. I think we will get along just fine :)

She is From Ohio, and goes to Miami University hahah in OHIO!!! not to mention i found out she currently works for my favorite store in the whole world........Yes Terra it is FATE!
I am currently at day 25 in my count down! SO much more to come. I may see my best friend in the whole wide world so my fat night of Thai food and t.v. may of switched!!!! never been so excited!

Confessions of a Broken Heart

So this week has been such a rough week for this girl. I had a mental break down at work on Monday.  I don't know what set me off but, I guess i never really know. I was just thinking about what I have lost because of other peoples choices. Mainly of my parents. As my heart was breaking, i turned to those that have always stood by me. Their words remind me that I AM SO BLESSED.

But for now I am missing what used to be.

I used to have a Dad, but then he didn't want anything to do with me

then

I let another Man, fill the hole in my heart and he hurt me to my soul

then the  

unexpected thing happen, she wasn't in my corner anymore 

and that 

in its self shattered what was left of my heat.

and for now

 I smile and start rebuilding what is left.

ponderings

I am the Hero of this story. I don't need to be saved.

Love my JOb

So here I am sitting thinking about my day at work. I love everything about my Job, the kids i work with, seeing what they are truly capable for. They make my rainy days so much better every day. They realy make each day a TRUE DANCE PARTY!

They found my "replacement" yesterday, I thought it was going to come from inside the club, but I realized I am going to have a hard time letting go of my job, Its my baby <3  But i know i am going where i need to be for the time being.

just for fun.....so excited for the hunger Games

Working for the man.....err....the mouse

So today marks day 56 till I am living in Florida, and working at DisneyWorld. I have not been on this lovely blog for a long time, mostly because of ethics, what and how much do you pour into the worldwide Web? I decided that the smallest amount is the best. But my excitement of DISNEY!!!! is just pouring out of me.

So basically what I am going to do is Main Entrance stuff, until i get there i don't know much of anything :) but I want to audition when I get there to be a face character...aka The littler Mermaid :)

Crack that Whip

So been feeling a bit down the last few days wondering what I am doing with my life. I work hard for everything, and in one week my car gets totaled, Computer dies, phone breaks, and ipod goes MIA. Not to mention I have no idea how to plan camps based on skills that I lack.

SO. this is me letting the world know that I am still here and I haven't given up....Things are things, they can come and go :) I know live on my own with the greatest girls <3